Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Please Love Me Back Chapter 10

Chapter 10

They release him from the hospital. He blinks. He's a little bit nervous and frightened. He feels unsure about his future. The blue sky is bright and cheerful. The smiles on the nurses' faces are sympathetic and encouraging. The thin and exhausted-looking woman—Mrs. Morelli, Angie, his mother—takes him to a small two-story house on a narrow, unfamiliar street. Everything inside is tidy and clean but smells faintly of dog. Must be Bob. He thinks to himself and smiles. He likes that friendly dog a lot. They look around the living room and the tiny kitchen. He takes a peek at the basement. They walk upstairs to the the second floor. He sits behind the desk in his study(or home office). He finds a picture of him and the woman named Stephanie Plum. He stares at it for a full minute. She looks pretty. And cute. He likes the color of her eyes. He amazes at the wildness of her hair. But he doesn't feel or remember a thing. She's but yet another stranger to him. The disappointment in his mother's sad lonely eyes makes him feel guilty. He wants to make her happy. He really does. But he can't do that by telling lies. He has to be honest with her, though he feels terribly sorry for her. He needs to do the right thing. He can't afford to hurt her feelings further.
They go to the small bedroom. He sits on the bed. He looks out of the window. He opens the closet. He finds a couple woman's t-shirts, bras, panties and socks inside one of the drawers, all washed, ironed, and neatly folded. He can't help feeling awkward and uneasy as he sense his mother's eyes on his back. Stephanie Plum. The woman whom he loves. The woman who almost got him killed. He was her first. She broke his legs. They couldn't stay away from each other. They couldn't live together. They yelled and screamed and waved their arms in private and in public and drove each other mad. They kept breaking up. They kept getting back together. Everybody thought there was no way they were going to get rid or grow tired of each other.
Until that day.
When Stephanie chose Ranger.
In front of practically half the city.
He tries his best and thinks of all the things his mother, aunts, brother, sister and cousins told him. Still he can't remember a damn thing about his "everlasting on-and-off" "soap-opera-like" "twisted" and "abnormal" relationship with Stephanie. He can't remember the lingering scent of her sweet perfume. He can't remember the taste of her full red lips. He can't remember the feel of her soft warm body. He lets out a silent sigh and decides to focus on more pressing matters. The guys from the police union were quite frank and straightforward. They will do what they can to help him, of course, but they can't rule out the possibility that he won't be able to keep his job. They'd like and, as a matter of fact, have to take care of their own. But right now they are caught in a difficult situation. What he did was deemed as a disgrace to the police. People are sick and tired of domestic violence committed by police officers. The union has to consider the public's opinion and try its best to restore the police's image. They are really sorry, but his "health" condition is simply not helping his case.
Great. Joe Morelli tells himself. He has just lost his memories, and now he's going to lose his job. At least he still has his dog and his family, and he can also sell this house if needed. He smiles feebly at his mother and together they pack a couple bags of his clothes and stuff. He will be living with her and Grandma Bella for the time being. He will always have company. He won't be lonely. And maybe he will start getting his memories back once he moves back into his old bedroom. He looks around his bedroom for the last time and walks down the stairs. He takes the bags to the car while his mother locks the door. His eyes fall on the house right across the street and he freezes.
"Emily." Morelli murmurs under his breath as the setting sun shines into his eyes. He stares at the ordinary, smallish, plain-looking two-story house. A pang of unexpected sweetness fills his empty heart. Strange, powerful longing runs through his veins. "Emily...Hasting..."

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