Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Cold Service: A Spenser Novel by Robert B. Parker


My new favorite book.
Hawk reminds me strongly of Ranger.
 
 

Be My Valentine Chapter 22

Chapter 22
 
Detective Joe Morelli lies unconscious in his hospital bed. It is indeed his lucky day. After a quick check-up in the ER, he was soon given a private ward. A severe concussion. Several fractured bones. And possible minor memory loss. Stable, and not critical. He will wake up when his swollen brain and battered body decide the time is right. He's not going to become a vegetable or simply die. He may or may not face charges over attempted assault. He will be punished for his misconduct. He's such an ambitious and cautious guy. Some say he's clever. Some say he is sly. Some think he's a changed man. Some believe he is a fraud. But they all agree that anger management has always been his biggest flaw. What was he thinking trying to pull a gun on Stephanie when Ranger was there? What was he thinking deciding to avenge his injured pride in front of so many eye-witnesses? Did he not understand his impulsive action would only bring dire consequences? Did he not realize his foolishness and poor judgment might ruin his career?

Rumours fly. Stories spread. Mrs. Morelli and her mother-in-law cries and prays. Mrs. Plum, as usual, is still not answering the phone or the door. Those who attend the community volunteers meeting compare and exchange the details and sigh and gasp. They gulp down the perfectly sweetened iced tea. They chew and swallow the perfectly baked and decorated cupcakes. They WOW! and AH! and laugh and chat. Emily Hasting clenches her fists. Elizabeth starts to shake. This can't be real. This is all so wrong. This is so unfair. Stephanie Plum and that colored man are still very much alive. Her Joseph is badly hurt and in pain. Where is Justice? Where is Righteousness? Where is Right and Wrong? Where is Punishment? Where is Law? Where is Truth? Where is Love? Where is God?

Where is her Happily Ever After with Joseph?

Emily lets out a tiny ragged sob and falters. Elizabeth takes over. There is only one way to solve this problem. We have to strike hard. We have to act fast. We has a gun. We have two knives. We have three time-bombs. We have courage. We have determination. We have power. We have strength. We are Joseph's Cupcakes. Chocolate Marshmallow and Lemon Cherry Cheese. We are going to kill Stephanie Plum. We are going to kill her Ranger. We are going to get rid of them now. Then we will go home to make dozens and dozens of authentic traditional heavenly delicious cannolis and visit Joseph. He will fall in love with us after one bite. And he will be ours.

OURS!

Be My Valentine Chapter 21


Chapter 21

It started as just another ordinary day in Stephanie's life. A dream she couldn't remember. A lukewarm shower. A trip to the office. A large cup of coffee. A couple of doughnuts. A "Bob misses you". A same dilemma. Then everything suddenly changed. She woke up and walked away. She came clean with her feelings and freed herself. And she's with Ranger now. She blinks again and takes a breath. Ranger hands the gun over to the uniform cops. The firemen let out a collective sigh. Joe Morelli stays unmoving on the ground. Stephanie's knees finally buckle. She falls into Ranger's waiting arms. A cold shudder creeps down her spine as she stares at Morelli's gun. A deadly weapon. An evidence of mad fury. A tool of irrational wrath.

Who did he try to shoot?
Who did he try to hurt?
Who did he try to kill?
What was he thinking?
Is he still breathing?
Did he just try to kill her?
Would he really take aim and pull the trigger?
What if Ranger got shot?
What if Ranger wasn't quick enough?
What if Ranger didn't strike that hard?
What if the gun accidentally went off?
Did Joe ever love her?
Did Joe actually love her?
Was it her fault?

"Babe," Ranger softly says.

Stephanie Plum closes her eyes and stops thinking about the price she has to pay for her love. She feels a little bit sad. She feels a little bit scared. But no, she feels no regret. And for the very first time in a very long while, she's happy and contented.

Emily Hasting's heart skips a beat. She places a hand over her chest and slightly frowns. What's this strange, unfamiliar feeling? Where did it come from? Is it a sign or an omen? Is it trying to tell her something? What happened? Something went wrong? Why is she feeling sick and uneasy? Emily loses her focus. She can't help feeling a little frightened and worried. Her voice falters and becomes a little shaky.

Concentrate! Keep singing! Elizabeth barks out a sharp order. The choir practice will be over in a little more than six minutes. We have to do our best till the very last second. We don't want to be a failure. We don't want to be a disappointment. We are always perfect. We shall always be perfect!

So she forces the smile back on her face and keeps on singing in her sweet clear voice. She's Emily Hasting, part-time librarian. She lives on the same street with the man she's been in love for years. She has a gun, two knives and three time-bombs hidden in her car. She's going to kill Stephanie Plum and that call Cuban. And one day, one day her precious Joseph will learn to know her and love her back.

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Be My Valentine Chapter 20

Chapter 20

Frank Plum can't decide if he wants to get out of his car. He, like a lot of men his age, just wants to have some peace and quiet. He doesn't ask much of life. He never sees eyes to eyes with his mother-in-law. He seldom argues with his wife. He's happy and contented as long as his dinner is served on time every night. Frank lets out a sigh. One of his fellow cab drivers informed him of the fire, so he decided to come over and take a look. And now he's starting to regret his decision. He never understands his own daughters. He doesn't know what Valerie sees in Steve and Albert. He doesn't know what is going on between Stephanie and Joe Morelli. He has heard plenty of rumours about Stephanie and Ranger. He has no idea what his younger daughter really wants in her life. He sometimes wishes he has the courage to drive his car into the sunset, have dinner at a roadside diner, get a room in a cheap motel, sleep off all his boredom, and call home the next morning to say how much he enjoys his freedom and that he wants a divorce.

He sits helplessly behind the wheel watching the tension grow. He knows he's not a good father. He knows he's too much of a coward. He should have confronted the Morellis about their younger son's misbehavior. He should have punched Dickie Orr in the face and broken that cheating bastard's nose. He should have stepped up and protected his daughter. But he just ate his dinner and kept his silence and let his wife handle the situation. He's suddenly glad he has no sons. No man deserves to have a father like him. He's never good at confrontation. He's the reigning King of Denial. Everything is peachy and fine if he covers his ears and eyes. He looks at the tall dark muscular man and blinks back a tear. He knows Ranger will defend Stephanie. He knows Ranger has killed to protect Stephanie. He knows Joe Morelli should have been the one to get rid of Abruzzi. He knows Joe Morelli will never love Stephanie or the damn society enough to risk his career. Frank has seen and heard about everything. But he always keeps his silence and pretends he knows nothing.

And he hates himself for this.

Joe Morelli's eyes lock on Stephanie. His brain is blank and empty. He can feel the cold weight of his police-issued gun at the back of his waist. It will be quick and easy. She's never aware of her surroundings. One shot through her head and she will be dead. Nobody cheats on him. He's Joe Morelli, Trenton police detective, former Navy. He's the one who broke women's hearts after taking their virginity. He's the one who needs a pay raise and deserves a promotion. He's the one who now has a house and wants to start a family. He has his dreams. He has his pride. He can't be humiliated like this. His hand reaches for his gun on its own will. He knows people are watching. He knows Ranger is near. But he doesn't care.

Ex-special forces are overrated.

The uniform police officers sense trouble coming. They reach for their guns and start to yell. The firemen gawk. Frank Plum panics. No one actually sees what happens the next second. Joe Morelli is face down on the ground, unmoving. Stephanie Plum stands there and blinks twice in bewilderment. Ranger now has a gun in his hand. A police-issued 9mm gun. Joe Morelli's gun, as a matter of fact.

And he still looks calm and collected.

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Be My Valentine Chapter 19

Chapter 19 

Shcok. Rage. Anger. Exasperation. Annoyance. Disbelief. Hurt. Humiliation. The boiling volcano deep inside Joe Morelli foams and roars as the hot and stuffy world around him starts to spin. His balled fists tremble and tighten. His mouth hangs open and abruptly closes. He wants to scream out his fury. He wants to set free his frustration. He wants to punch and strangle and kill somebody with bare hands. He wants to yell and curse at the top of his lungs. He wants to grab and shake Stephanie. He wants to ask her how long she has been cheating on him. He wants to look up at the cloudless blue sky and ask God what has just happened. He doesn't want to believe his eyes. He can't believe his ears. He has just lost his Cupcake, the woman he from time to time thought he might truly love.

Surprise. Joy. Happiness. Gratefulness. Glee. Love. Relief. Stephanie Plum's whole universe brightens up and starts to twinkle like a Christmas tree. She feels she needs to say or do something, but somehow she can't think straight at this moment. "I love you too, Stephanie Plum." She can't tear her eyes off Ranger. She keeps hearing his words in her ears. She wants to place her hands on his muscular chest. She wants to feel the power, the strength, and the heat of his body. She wants to laugh. She wants to cheer. She wants to dance. She want to kiss him and melt into him. She looks at him unblinking. She's not sure if she's still breathing. Did she just looked into his eyes and see eternity?

Ricardo Carlos "Ranger" Manoso remains cool and calm. His lips curl up into a small dazzling smile as Stephanie puts a slightly shaking hand on his chest. He's happy with his decision. He doesn't want his life to be full of darkness and regrets. He looks into the clear shining eyes of the woman he loves. A part of his attention focuses on the upset frowning police detective standing only a few feet away from them. He knows Morelli's wrath is about to erupt.

But will the famous Burg Bad Boy make yet another wrong decision and choose to fight? He's curious to know.

It's Yet Another Sunday

And I still don't like Cupcakes. 

Be My Valentine Chapter 18

Chapter 18

"I love you, Carlos Manoso."

A confession of love. A revelation of truth. A baring of soul. A new beginning of life. And the end of a series of lies. Saying it must have been easier than Stephanie had thought, Ranger decides. She doesn't look overly nervous or afraid. And it seems she doesn't take notice of Joe Morelli's blazing gaze on her face. Is Morelli shocked? Or furious? Ranger feels a slight twinge of curiosity. But he honestly doesn't care.

He raises a hand, traces a finger along Stephanie's hair line and tucks a stray curl back behind her ear. He once told her he loves her in his own way. He always feels the need to protect her and keep her safe. She amazes him. She amuses him. She brightens up his days. Does he love her enough to change his life's path? Will she panic and run away once she has a clear look at the man behind Batman's mask? Who can she turn to should all things fail? Where can she go if they can't even remain friends? Should he take the risk? Should he take the chance?

He thinks about all the possible options. He searches his heart for the answer. He feels the sun on his face. He smells the lingering smoke in the air. He looks into her eyes and sees her fear. His fingertip senses the smoothness of her skin. He remembers her passion and longing. He likes her courage and resolution. And he makes his decision.

"I know." Quietly Ranger says and kisses Stephanie softly on her lips. With a barely there smile on his face.


Joe Morelli glares. The firemen and the police officers gasp. Helen Plum lets out another sigh. Emily Hasting sings another hymn. Bob the dog yawns. Rex the hamster runs on his wheel. And Stephanie Plum almost faints as the man she loves calmly adds, "I love you too, Stephanie Plum."